10 August 2017

Sometimes I feel like I'm such an unhelpful person. Like when Olivia chats me about stuff and I feel like I should be helpful and supportive I'm always super stumped on what to say. And now I'm randomly afraid she dislikes me because I'm so useless at making helpful and interesting conversation. I don't know, I'm always scared of saying the wrong things to her all the time. I feel like she has such deep viewpoints on things and I'm just an ignorant blob who doesn't know how to do anything. Biggest sigh I'm such a tragedy.