The Blog of Elaine Wang

30 August 2015 I'm at one of my close friend's birthday party, but I feel really awkward cause I am not familiar with anyone else here. The other person invited that I know isn't here yet. But she's really sociable so I'm pretty sure I'll still end up hella awkward the whole time. Also I'm the only one not wearing Indian clothes, and...

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29 August 2015 Damn I get envious easily. I always seem to think of what other people have that I don't instead of appreciating what I do have. I mean I know I'm lucky. I'm afraid one day it'll all go away and I'll end up a failure doing something I don't like doing. I wish I could be a billionaire. Or a...

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24 August 2015 We all have to write them for college. Well assuming we all want to go to college. I'm afraid of when I have to do this because I'm not interesting. I have nothing about me that will: Engage (Reader) Separate (Applicant) Describe (Setting) Build (Theme) Stands (Alone) Or, as Mr. Ruskus puts it, ESDBS. I always wonder how people end...

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23 August 2015 My American Lit. teacher definitely thinks I'm a dumbass now. Which is unfortunate because I was really good in Lit. last year, and I'm pretty sure the teacher I had liked me (I TA for him now), and even more unfortunate, the teacher I have now is good friends with my last year teacher. Literally in the first week of...

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23 August 2015 A few minutes ago I checked the time on my computer and it said 10:37 AM. That's a problem. It was most definitely not 10:37 because I woke up at 10:30, so unless I was able to use the bathroom, watch a 6 minute biology video, check what homework I have, think about a JAVA recursion problem, and eat a...

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22 August 2015 I'm sitting in my ACT class and I'm really bored. I just called my mom and lied that the class ends at 2 today (as opposed to 5:30!). Keep in mind I've been to this class like the whole of summer, and, at this point, I really think enough is enough. 9 hours of class is really pushing it. On...

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20 August 2015 And I'm already stressed out about stuff. I don't even know. I just don't ever feel like doing anything. I open my biology book and I'm like ugh. I open APUSH and I'm even more like ugh. Math is going over my head, and I just don't want to move. And my mom keeps getting mad about stupid shit on...

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18 August 2015 I've been thinking about my previous post, and I really just want to let it all go. I keep wondering why I care so much about these things. I take the close friends I have too seriously I guess, and maybe I'm the only one that will end up caring. It sucks because every so often I think about that...

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18 August 2015 So I had a really close friend from elementary school, Maggie, but around the end of 7th grade we just stopped contacting each other, and I don't really know why. It's weird because I kind of want to talk to her again, but I no longer know what I would say. Every time I see her doing things I feel sad...

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16 August 2015 So this dream was really strange. I guess it was more of a nightmare. I feel like I had part of this dream before, but I couldn't remember it when it happened previously. Basically I was on a field trip to some fast food restaurant, and the only person I remember being there was my friend since kindergarten, Jyothi. I'm...

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14 August 2015 So there is this woman at the ACT boot camp I'm going to, and she keeps giving me the side eye. It's really weird cause I'm pretty damn sure I didn't do shit. I walk in from lunch, side eye. I go get water, side eye. Just what is the deal man. I've interacted with you like one time, and...

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11 August 2015 So back in June I went to my first hackathon and got second place for the category my group entered (social hack). I was kind of miffed that I got second because obviously I would have preferred getting the first place prizes, but mostly it was because I hate that feeling of being so close yet so far (it's a...

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11 August 2015 This post is mostly for testing out the featured tag banner of my blog. It will also show my fabulous dog, Kyle. ...

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11 August 2015 Oh my god I can't seem to center align the continue reading button but keep the actual text in the post (after clicking the continue button, not the preview text) left aligned. Long posts that are center aligned are no bueno. ...

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11 August 2015 As you can see (and by you I mean basically nobody 'cause almost nobody even knows this blog), I changed my blog template and hella messed around with the HTML shit to make things look right. Also had to search a bunch places for different widgets/badges to make the blog look like how it's supposed to. Uploaded a bunch of...

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10 August 2015 I hate it when it happens. Just now I wanted to type out a dream I had last night, but now I can't remember it. The thing is, I always wake up and think, 'Wow, that was such a great dream, I should write it down." But then I think that I'll just do it later 'cause I'm too lazy...

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[This happened a long damn time ago; I mentioned the profile picture thing in the "Stuff I've Been Thinking About" post and decided that I might as well post my opinion on it here since I was too lazy to type it all there. Blue highlight is me in the first two. In the third one it's mostly me talking so it shouldn't...

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