The Blog of Elaine Wang

31 July 2017 Getting that sudden feeling again where I feel like some of the people who I thought liked me don't actually like me. I mean this isn't the case with people who I'm close friends with, just like the random (well I wouldn't call them random) people that I'm kind of friends with as an association? Like between just classmate and...

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13 July 2017 I kind of expected this because it's what always happens and she's my mom. No matter how much I want to I never can completely hate my mom. I don't know though because she just makes me feel so bad. Telling myself not to expect too much because it's only a matter of time until she blows up again. It's...

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13 July 2017 More like not going anywhere at all. It's confusing because I hate my mom but I also don't really know because she's my mom. There are moments when I'm like well she's okay, but that's almost always washed away by her random outbursts that cause me so much hatred I just want to throw her out the window (or actually...

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5 July 2017 I hate going back to my dad's parent's house. I hate it even more this year because I don't even have Grace with me to make me feel less (or more?) like shit. I walk over and the first thing said is of course about how I'm too fat and, I don't exercise, do I. Also that they don't even...

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4 July 2017 This is such a random post but I need something to keep my mind occupied. I was looking at Gauri's Facebook and she seemed like such a different person in sophomore and junior year. Well not that different, but a lot more outgoing and social? She had a huge group of friends and would actually post on Facebook. So I...

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4 July 2017 One day in Taiwan and I'm already regretting everything. Somehow my mom forgets to bring her stamp which she needs in order to do anything and now she's blaming us for everything. As usual she's bringing up past shit that doesn't even matter anymore just so she can get even more mad while I sit here wanting to run away...

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