The Blog of Elaine Wang

19 March 2017 I am so relieved right now. The situation has been resolved after what feels like forever. I mean, it's only been a week, but it felt like eons. My heart was literally hurting all the time, like my chest was being sucked into a black hole in my heart. Especially today, as the time got closer and closer to 6...

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17 March 2017 I have reread what she replied to me the other day. She said she doesn't hate me she hates herself. I do not doubt what she said. I don't doubt that she doesn't hate me. She said she wants us to just act normally at school or else it'll just make it worse for her. I mean I tried. But...

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16 March 2017 Hello friends it is me once again being salty. You (and I) thought I was done but I'm clearly not. I don't know why I keep checking her Twitter seeing as it has just been filling me with anger. So she just retweeted two vines shading her friends (aka us but who knows if she really considers us friends at...

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14 March 2017 I used to think I had no doubts about this friendship but now I do. She posted on Twitter that her friends don't give a shit about her. I don't know how to feel about it anymore. On one hand she said it's because of her anxiety that she feels this way. But literally the night before we had a...

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13 March 2017 So she's finally replied: "hmm.. its just that idk if yall realize this but 95% pf the time i think you guys hate me and sooo having you guys bring my tormentor there really felt like a personal attack saying that yall really dont care no matter how much i tell you that she makes me uncomfortable" "frankly its whatever...

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13 March 2017 I just woke up from a nap and now I'm even more upset than before. I can't stop thinking about it because she ISN'T REPLYING, WHAT DID I EXPECT so I'm stuck in this limbo of confusion and uncertainty. I already knew she probably wouldn't reply because she's just that type of person and when she's pissed she ignores you,...

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13 March 2017 I feel really shitty right now. For contemporary literature we have a project where we have to make a movie with a group. Normally that would be fine, but I have a girl called Alicia in my group.  Even though I've known her since 9th grade through Japanese, I was still kind of annoyed because I had hoped it would...

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