The Blog of Elaine Wang

18 June 2018 Think for one moment that you're better than yourself. Relish in that unadulterated glory and pride. Then stop. Stop. But don't collapse under yourself like you might want to. Under all that pressure of feeling like nothing after everything. All that self prescribed stress of not being good enough. Continue to relish that feeling of glory, knowing that you will...

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15 June 2018 Just one more glance, I told myself. This is the end. But reality is different. I hate feeling pain, but if you'd saw me then, you'd think otherwise. Why did I sit in an unending storm with an unopened umbrella. Seemingly for no reason, tears would fall. You would wipe them away without even knowing why. I wish I had...

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"don't be sorry. i chose to suffer this pain with you, so don't be sorry." thank you "never treat everyone the same because one day you will hurt someone" how much i forced myself to change to hide what it was i gave up too much of myself feel pain, but be happy, make others happy "i can tell you anything, but the...

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13 June 2018 My family will always love me the most. So why do I find myself looking around at others. Why aren't I that close with my sisters? Why can't I hug my mom like that? Why do their lives look so beautiful? Such funny questions. I know the answers. Yet I find myself asking them anyway. Others will always love their...

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2 September 2017 (copied from my medium) Tonight I hung out with a pretty cool and chill group of people. I hope they enjoyed having me there as much as I enjoyed being there. Something weird is that when we were about to start playing cards against humanity, it turned out one of the guys in the group, John, invited his roommate to...

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