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26 July 2016
Okay so apparently she should be back in America already because she was in the airport on the 15th. The last I've seen of any activity was 15th/16th so I honestly don't know what's going on. Is she at White Stag or something and I just forgot like I always do? Anyway I'm worried I even looked up plane crash information but I doubt that. I hope it all ends up okay.
Okay so I just checked my hangouts and there was a message she sent about how she wouldn't be able to access her AP scores until July 9th because she was in China. I ended up checking for her so there was that, but that means that she was heading somewhere else on the 15th because I assume she would come back from China on the 9th. I'm like high key over thinking all of this.
Okay wait never mind I think she did head back to America on the 15th because I was still chatting her on WeChat about China stuff on the 9th and beyond so I honestly don't know anymore. Hopefully she's just at some camp somewhere with no data or ignoring me and not dead. I asked my other friend to chat her and see if she replies.
Haha I just realized I started all three paragraphs with "Okay".
Okay so apparently she should be back in America already because she was in the airport on the 15th. The last I've seen of any activity was 15th/16th so I honestly don't know what's going on. Is she at White Stag or something and I just forgot like I always do? Anyway I'm worried I even looked up plane crash information but I doubt that. I hope it all ends up okay.
Okay so I just checked my hangouts and there was a message she sent about how she wouldn't be able to access her AP scores until July 9th because she was in China. I ended up checking for her so there was that, but that means that she was heading somewhere else on the 15th because I assume she would come back from China on the 9th. I'm like high key over thinking all of this.
Okay wait never mind I think she did head back to America on the 15th because I was still chatting her on WeChat about China stuff on the 9th and beyond so I honestly don't know anymore. Hopefully she's just at some camp somewhere with no data or ignoring me and not dead. I asked my other friend to chat her and see if she replies.
Haha I just realized I started all three paragraphs with "Okay".
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24 July 2016
Here is audio blog number 4, which is me randomly talking about a fanfiction I was reading and about a friend's birthday/birthdays in general and lost friendships.
I skipped 2 and 3 which were both recorded on the 22nd because 2 is me ranting about random shit for an hour and 3 is just me freaking out about the birthday thing after sending the message which I cover in 4. It's still possible to listen to them by clicking the hyperlink in the about me (I don't know why anyone would though) since they are all in the same drive folder. Actually now that I'm thinking about it I'll put blog 3 here anyway I'm so indecisive.
Blog 3: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B2lS2zoBBeGocXhhaE1yVmR2MTA
Blog 4: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B2lS2zoBBeGoVnU1RUVTZDBZdXM
As an extension to the audio, the other friend also told me that because I still remembered in the end that it was probably okay, and it kind of calmed me down, but also it's been two days now and I'm like well maybe it's not okay.
Blog 2 (random rants): https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B2lS2zoBBeGobHJSWXJZOU9ZUkE
Here is audio blog number 4, which is me randomly talking about a fanfiction I was reading and about a friend's birthday/birthdays in general and lost friendships.
I skipped 2 and 3 which were both recorded on the 22nd because 2 is me ranting about random shit for an hour and 3 is just me freaking out about the birthday thing after sending the message which I cover in 4. It's still possible to listen to them by clicking the hyperlink in the about me (I don't know why anyone would though) since they are all in the same drive folder. Actually now that I'm thinking about it I'll put blog 3 here anyway I'm so indecisive.
Blog 3: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B2lS2zoBBeGocXhhaE1yVmR2MTA
Blog 4: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B2lS2zoBBeGoVnU1RUVTZDBZdXM
As an extension to the audio, the other friend also told me that because I still remembered in the end that it was probably okay, and it kind of calmed me down, but also it's been two days now and I'm like well maybe it's not okay.
Blog 2 (random rants): https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B2lS2zoBBeGobHJSWXJZOU9ZUkE
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20 July 2016
This is my first time recording an audio blog/podcast thing and it's pretty bad, but I mean there's a first for everything. I sound so awkward and use the words "like" and "I don't even know" way too many times it's embarrassing to listen to. But I had fun with the parts where I was talking about my own life as opposed to when I was spouting shit about the stupid YT drama that's going on right now because tbh I don't know shit about that stuff.
Also it would be more streamlined if I used podbean and embedded the audio player into the blog post with the HTML or whatever but I ain't paying for that shit when nobody is even going to listen to it. Like I have to use google docs' shady external audio player that you can open when it tells you it's not supported or something.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B2lS2zoBBeGoamhXdVF5a0RmVnc
This is my first time recording an audio blog/podcast thing and it's pretty bad, but I mean there's a first for everything. I sound so awkward and use the words "like" and "I don't even know" way too many times it's embarrassing to listen to. But I had fun with the parts where I was talking about my own life as opposed to when I was spouting shit about the stupid YT drama that's going on right now because tbh I don't know shit about that stuff.
Also it would be more streamlined if I used podbean and embedded the audio player into the blog post with the HTML or whatever but I ain't paying for that shit when nobody is even going to listen to it. Like I have to use google docs' shady external audio player that you can open when it tells you it's not supported or something.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B2lS2zoBBeGoamhXdVF5a0RmVnc
- 11:59 PM
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20 July 2016
It's summer vacation right now and, obviously, I've therefore been sleeping at ungodly hours, but I still seem to wake up at the same time. It's weird because when I sleep at 12-3 for example, I still wake up naturally at 11-12, but when I sleep at 5 like I did the previous night, I still wake up at 11-12. For example, right now it's 11:51; I woke up around 30 minutes ago. In the end, since I slept at around 5 am, I only slept like 6 hours, which is sad for me. I can't sleep at 12 and wake up at 6 but I can sleep at 5 and wake up at 11, naturally no less.
I'm just frustrated because I wish I would wake up early naturally like some of my friends can, but that's just not how it goes. One of my friends, Dhanya, says she does it out of the habit of waking up for school everyday. Like that's great, but you know, you'd think after going to school for near every damn day of my life that I would have that habit too. But I don't, and that's just how life goes I guess. I could always sleep earlier, but like I said, unless I sleep at some stupid early time like 9 (which I know people do; I can't), I'll feel like I woke up at the ass crack of Satan's ass every single time. That's another thing, I hate how when I wake up for school it's still dark. Like you know that sunlight trick that makes your brain tell you to wake your ass up? I can't even do that because the moon is still out when I have to wake up and it's just so rage inducing to hear that damn alarm, sit up, and see that there isn't even light filtering through the curtains. It's just dark, foggy, and dank. Like I am clearly not in Persona 4 here so can we please.
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15 July 2016
I feel like one of my friends is annoyed by me. It feels like she thinks I'm really spoiled and can't do anything myself, which I guess is kind of true, but it makes me feel bad because I like her and am always impressed by the drive she has to achieve. I know I should probably just ask her because she would probably tell me, but I'm not good with this. I'm a coward.
I'm hanging out with her tomorrow as well so I hope it all ends up okay.
People are tiring because I'm afraid.
- 11:24 PM
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