15 July 2015

I don't even know what to say anymore. I was about to type out everything that happened (and is currently still happening), but I'm just so tired. She's crazy. I can't do anything because she's my mom. I hate it. I'm so angry inside. I wondered why everyone in my family ends up crazy (my second sister seems okay now, but I wonder if that's because she's off at college away from my mom doing happier things). My mom always says that we always say stuff is her fault. I wonder why. Nobody even really says stuff is her fault. I really want to though. She says I'm becoming like my oldest sister (not a compliment in this case). Well I wonder why for that too. Who's fault do you think it is that we both happen to want to yell at you and push you out the door. I feel like I'm going insane.