13 June 2018

My family will always love me the most. So why do I find myself looking around at others.

Why aren't I that close with my sisters? Why can't I hug my mom like that? Why do their lives look so beautiful?

Such funny questions. I know the answers. Yet I find myself asking them anyway.

Others will always love their family the most. So why do I find myself wishing they would love me like that.

Do I love anyone? Or am I simply afraid of being lonely.

Latching onto anyone who will give me attention, I'm such a fool.